The last week has been hard for me. Not for any particular reason but a combination of a few things here and there; mostly just life. Anyways, I was thinking how I could help pick myself backup. I thought about visiting my friend Danyale and talking while the kids play outside. I thought about calling my friend Robin to plan a lunch date. But when I get down it's hard for me to do these things which is really unfortunate because that's when I need them. So I made lunch. As the food was in the microwave, I said my prayer because it's habit to do so before eating. But the second I thought, Dear Heavenly Father, I felt an overwhelming spirit of love. And I knew I had been looking in all the wrong places. And the reality of His love and part in my life hit me, right when I needed it.  I still feel down, but I know I'm not alone. I can feel his spirit in my house, all around me. I'll be ok. Tomorrow I might even feel awesome. Today, I'm ok.